AN UNEXPECTED ADVENTURE

         

            The clock struck 10 am and I hopefully looked at the watch & then at the door. All I wanted to hear was a doorbell. The college was over & job hunting had begun. But before I could get my kind of job, I was all free and it was like a long vacation. Unlike every day, I woke up at 7 restless & eager.

I was having my breakfast cereal & going through the morning news. Just then the doorbell rang. Not allowing anyone else, I rushed towards the door to open with a desperate heart. Against my expectation, it was my best friend Ishika. I said wryly "Ishika what are you doing this early morning, you jobless fellow." Ishika was aware of my restlessness & eagerness as she was going through the same. Ignoring my words, Ishika said "Shut up, Swara! I have been under this condition since I woke up. So I thought to come over your place & divert my mind." Ishika knew it was a wrong place to divert the mind, only it would get worse. My mom invited Ishika in, "Swara, let her in!" Mom served her the cereal & both of us were sitting over the dining table with a pin drop silence. Not a word from both of us. All we could hear was the clock ticking. All of a sudden the clock had as if tempered down. All we could do was wait. The doorbell rung but this time none of us stood up from the place.

My maid Basanti broke the silence, "Swara baby apka courier aaya hai." And we jumped from our places to get the courier ignoring what my maid had just called me "Swara baby" which annoys me.

Ishika and I had participated in a lucky draw round for a 5 days Kerala trip to Munnar & Eleppi. And we were eagerly waiting for the air tickets to arrive this morning. Our wait was finally over. The tickets with the itinerary had come. We were overwhelmed with joy.

  It was the day of departure for the much-awaited trip and we were at Kochi airport already, waiting for our teammates. As per the instructions, all of us were supposed to wait near their bus that was bannered "Exotic Travels". After the team leader Mr. Anil Pathak arrived, all of us got seated in a bus, which was quite luxurious.

We could see all age people, few young couples & a few old couples. It seemed as if we were the only ones without a partner. But there was one guy who was traveling solo. Quite handsome yet too preoccupied within himself. We could just pass a smile to each other while getting the seats. We introduced ourselves to the other members & everyone shared each other's stories. The older couples were friendlier than the young couples as they were too preoccupied with each other. But that solo traveller also didn't utter a word, not that we were even interested.

Westwood Riverside Garden Resort, Munnar was our destination. We were helping ourselves to get down the smaller attaché from the head rack when its belt got stuck. We were about to call the helper just then that solo traveller offered his help, "May I help you out?" Both of us turned around with an affirmation in our looks. Ishika instantly replied, "Yeah, Please!" I nudged her & gave her a big-eyed stare. Ignoring me, she continued talking to the guy, "Thank you so much. That's very kind of you!" And the solo traveler seemed to be a nice & genuine fellow, "Oh! That's completely my pleasure!". 

All of us stepped down from the bus & gathered near the reception area. Ishika & I were on a debate whether that guy was genuine or was it just a show-off, with Ishika being on his side. Our debate was broken by that solo traveller who was following us, "Ladies your room key. I thought to collect it for you," acted the guy sweetly. This time I was the one to reply to him, "Thank you very much. But this was not needed. We can help ourselves with that." Ishika nudged me before I could say anything, "Swara, don't be so rude. He's just being kind." Turning towards the guy, "Sorry, for my friend's behavior, she's just being cautious." The guy replied sweetly, "Not a problem lady. I didn't take that at all." I could just not digest his extra sweet & caring nature. The guy continued talking sweetly, "By the way my name is Arush Sinha, and I am an aspiring photographer. I'm out on an assignment." Ishika responded "Wow! That's pretty interesting. We are just on a casual vacation before we get busy with our jobs." The guy got more interested, "Oh! What kind of jobs are you girls looking for?" Ishika, without noticing me and ignoring my boredom, continued to talk, "Swara is a journalist & a writer. And I am an interior designer. And..." I had to intervene, "And we can talk later after getting fresh. I'm tired & I need to get a shower & some tea. Right Ishika?" And I gave her a look of leaving. The guy behaved well mannered, "Oh sure! Let's proceed towards the room." We started walking towards the lift while he was all the time with us. Fortunately, our rooms were on different floors.

The room was already equipped with our luggage. 

We showered & freshened up. It was already tea time & we were earnestly hungry. We got ourselves masala tea & some toasts. All the time Ishika was busy convincing me that at least I should be nice to that guy if I can't trust him. And I promised not to be rude. We chose a table where an old couple was sitting. The view from the diner was too exotic to miss. I loved the lush green landscape with a small river flowing. I was all into nature when the silence was broken. It was none other than Arush, "Hello Ladies! what a pleasant atmosphere, isn't it !?" As promised to Ishika, I prevented being rude to him by smiling at him though not so happy to feel his presence. The tea time was fascinated by Arush with his adventure stories. They were too adventurous to be true.

It was already  6 and Munnar being a hill station got darker earlier. Munnar has an all year round cool atmosphere. So the trip leader asked us to spend our time nearby or in the hotel as per our wish. We chose to roam around the hotel area & explore. Arush was an obvious company. He was as if an all-time personal bodyguard with us. I chose to remain happy rather disgusted with his company and Ishika was undoubtedly very happy with his company. If it were not for my best friend, I wouldn't have even allowed him near us.

By the time we spent the rest of the day together, I started accepting his company. While I was just accepting his company, Ishika was just getting addicted to him. It was as if she was willingly falling for him despite my warning to her. 

The next day was going to be hectic. We equipped our handbags with a water bottle, sanitizer, fresh wipes, some chewing gum, napkin, make-up kit, etc. It goes without saying, Arush was with us since we got down for breakfast. We visited a tea garden, Anamudi peak, Condiment garden, and Attukal waterfalls. We returned to the resort by dinner time. As the dinner was yet to be served, I chose to freshen up & Ishika chose to spend some time with Arush. I noticed their growing interest in each other, so I chose not to be a grandma & allow them their private time.

Dinner time was fun. All of us were seated together on a big table. And Arush was "The man of the show." He entertained all of us with his adventure stories & jokes and unlike the usual time, I was enjoying it too. All of us dispersed after the dessert & headed towards our rooms. Arush fulfilled his usual ritual. He intended to take Ishika on a walk but Ishika too seemed to be tired after a long day's travel.

             The next day we were supposed to go to photo point & shopping for spices & condiments. It was as if in no time Arush got close to us or should I say closer to Ishika. Cupid's arrow was struck to Ishika & Arush and it was showing its gradual effects. Looking at Ishika's growing interest in Arush, I decided to watch over her from a distance. I don't know, whether it was their absent-mindedness or foolishness that none of them enquired about each other's background & family. Ishika chose to sit beside Arush during our journey to Kottayam. And I chose to sit alone, to get some self-time.

Kottayam was a city near Ellepi known for its backwater rides. We reached Kottayam & checked into our hotel  The Windsor Castle in the evening.  

While traveling, we had overlooked it was the festival of Diwali, but the voice of firecrackers made us revive the wonderful festival. All of us were engrossed in enjoying the different crackers & the love birds were engrossed with each other. In all of this fun & firing, no one noticed a rocket that flew into Ishika's scarf that was half lying on the floor. Just at the spur of the moment, Arush noticed it​ & threw away the scarf from her shoulder. I ran towards her and hugged her tight. She was so disturbed. It was time we decided to call it a night.

The next morning was afresh. We had plans for a backwater ride and a visit to Uapathiyar kovil temple & some shopping time. Today I chose to give Ishika & Arush some privacy, thinking maybe their relationship could take a serious turn. I was busy entertaining the oldies and keeping a watch secretly over the new rosebuds. I had never thought that my vacation could be spent with a couple of oldies rather than my best friend. Nevertheless, I was happy for her. And for me, I got out of my cautiousness towards Arush.

We were to leave for Kochi early in the morning the next day. It was quite late & Ishika hadn't returned to the room. I got worried & was about to go & lookout for her & the doorbell rung. To my relief, it was Ishika. I snapped, "Thank god madam, you are here. You seem to have forgotten that you are on a vacation with me & not with that photographer." Ishika replied with a simple smile, "Oh come on Swara, don't be so possessive!" The word possessive made her silent. I nudged her & raised my eyebrow to ask her what happened. But she successfully wore a mask of happiness. I sensed something was fishy but leftover to Ishika to tell me the tale. She got into her nightwear & started all the stories from morning till evening. All I could hear was Arush, Arush, Arush. Though she told me the entire day's story I thought there's something she's hiding from me.

The next morning we had our breakfast early & set out for Kochi. After yesterday's private time with Arush, Ishika seemed to be a little disturbed rather than be happy. And I could sense that. But before I could comfort Ishika, Arush didn't leave Ishika for a minute. As soon as we reached Kochi, Arush & Ishika flew away without informing me. I got to know from Mr. Pathak that both of them wanted to roam privately. This was quite disturbing for me. Ignoring the disturbance & the turbulence going on in my mind, I wanted to concentrate on my trip. A weird feeling had stimulated in me & I decided to take shower. I couldn't even eat my lunch.

As I reached the floor lobby, to my astonishment I saw Arush heading towards his room. I gave him a loud call and rushed towards him. Arush acted very normally as if nothing had occurred, "Swara, may  I help you with something? You seem to be tensed?" I asked worriedly, "Where's Ishika? Isn't she with you?" Arush simply replied "No, she departed from the place we went long back. She said she was not feeling well. I told her that I'II accompany her to the hotel but she chose to ride alone. And I had important personnel to be met. She should have been an hour ago." I scorned at him, "You chose to leave her alone in such a stranger city and being least concerned whether she reached or not!?" Arush’s expressions remained the same & replied calmly, "Swara, stop being panicky and tell me what happened!? Did Ishika tell you something!?" I was appalled by his carelessness, "How could you act so calm! Ishika was with you & I have not been able to talk to her since morning. Her phone is switched off & now she is missing. And all you've got to ask is everything fine!? A big round of applause for you Mr. Arush Sinha." Arush's expressions turned from being normal to be tensed, "Swara, I don't know where Ishika is. She told me she wants to be left alone. I thought you guys must have had an argument. She seemed disturbed all the time. So I chose to leave her alone." The story was difficult to be digested. I knew Ishika very well. She would never go anywhere alone without even talking to me once. My mind was racing with thoughts and suddenly Arush intervened, "Listen Swara. Don't panic. We'll find her together. Tell me where she could go when she's disturbed.”

We left right away for churches & temples nearby where we could find Ishika. The entire evening went into finding Ishika. We found her nowhere. I felt helpless. A continuous prayer kept on in my mind to God. Just a hope remained, a hope that my telepathy reached Ishika. I was under constant prayer and Arush had to intervene, "Swara you must be hungry. Have some food Ishika shall return." I was in no mood of scolding Arush despite a volcano of anger erupting in my mind, "Arush, how can I eat anything when my best friend is missing. Moreover, we have a flight to catch tomorrow morning." Arush consoled me, "Swara, don't worry about Ishika. She'll be alright. Listen if she doesn't return by tonight, I promise I'll bring her back. You proceed to the airport with others so that no one suspects that Ishika is missing. I'll bring her with me to the airport. Nothing will happen to her." I just couldn't digest his patience.

It was 10 PM already. We were walking towards our rooms, being on the same floor. Suddenly something struck my mind, "Arush, can I accompany you to your room? I won't be able to sleep as it is." For this Arush had no words and no reason to deny. He got silent for a while to which I suspiciously asked, "Arush, is everything fine? Is there anything you wish to tell me?" It was as if something went wrong but he managed to break the silence, "No. Everything's fine! Come in!" To our astonishment, we saw a figure sleeping on his bed. I rushed to see who it was. Mixed feelings arose in my mind, feeling of relief as well as a feeling of care. Ishika was lying there. I turned to Arush to expect a reply, "Arush, what is she doing in your room?" Arush went blank. He had to think of something, "Umm..., I'm unaware of that. I was with you all this while. See I told you she would be safe & sound. Listen Swara you are also tired. Go get fresh & sleep. I'll take care of Ishika." I denied, "No, Arush I can't leave Ishika in this state. I won't leave her. I'll be with her tonight." Arush tried to convince me, "Swara, trust me. If anything goes wrong I'll call you. Be dependable Ishika is safe with me. You go & have some sleep." After a long discussion, Arush convinced me to go. I went to my room finally and got fresh. I got into bed. I felt tired though not sleepy. All I could think was Ishika. After battling my thoughts, I decided to sleep in Arush's room with Ishika.

I headed towards Arush's room. I was about to ring the bell when I heard something fall. The next moment got me goosebumps. I could hear Arush yelling, "Listen, you are mine Ishika & only mine. I won't ever let you board tomorrow's flight. I'll drug you heavily that the attendants won't let you board that flight." And Ishika seemed to be struggling through his hard grip, "Please Arush, Let me go. I won't tell anyone. Let me go. I don't love you." I was utterly shocked by this & just could not get hold of my senses. The room key fell from my hands making a sufficiently loud sound in the silent corridor. The sound of the key brought me back to my senses. The voice from the room was stopped being heard. I quickly collected my room key & fled to my room. Before Arush could notice I was listening to his talks I was already in my room. My heart was pounding heavily. I could not think of anything. All my senses were paralyzed.

There was a silence in the room. The clock was ticking & so was my heart. I could not digest what I had just heard. I had to outsmart this psychopathic photographer to free my best friend. A feeling of anger & pity arose in my mind for Ishika. "Foolish girl, Ishika! I told her to be cautious. Look what problem she has got herself into", I thought to myself. I could not think of any plans to free my best friend. Then gathering all my senses & courage I decided to go to Arush's room before anything else happens.

I reached Arush's room, but before I rang the bell I tried hearing the talk in the room. All I could hear was my best friend beg. I rang the bell, & it was time to show Arush my acting skills. As soon as Arush opened the door, I hugged him. "Oh, Arush! I'm not able to sleep, I'm hungry & feeling lonely. Please let me stay here with you", I acted helpless & sad. Just then Ishika exclaimed with confusion & astonishment, "Swara!?" I acted happy & relieved, "Ishika! I'm so glad that you are alright. We'll have our dinner together now. Right, Arush?" And I looked for confirmation towards Arush. Arush was trapped, he had to affirm. Arush was perplexed, "Yea sure Swara." Confusion reflected in his voice. I hugged Ishika with happiness & whispered in her ears, "Don't panic & don't react. I will get you out of this situation." I winked at Ishika without Arush's notice. I turned over to Arush, "Arush could you please order something for us?" Arush affirmed & dialled to room service for some food. Ishika looked sheepishly at me with guilt written all over her face. I could see she held back tears in her eyes which made me furious over Arush. I was not sure what step I would take further or there was no plan running in my mind. With Arush's presence, we couldn't talk & I was even sure now Arush would not leave us alone knowing that Ishika would burst out everything. Ishika was still under the effect of the drug & so she felt drowsy all the time. She was just half awake. To gain Arush's confidence I asked Ishika to go off to sleep, "Ishika you still seem to be weak. Why don't you go off to sleep so that you may wake up fresh in the morning?" Ishika understood my gesture, "You are right Swara. I'll better sleep. I don't even wish to have any food." Ishika seemed confident & safe with me by her side. As soon as Ishika went off to sleep I turned towards Arush, "How long will it take to deliver our order?" Arush acting good & gentle, "They said 30 minutes. You want to order something else?" I nodded with a no. I was blank & had no idea how would I save Ishika from this monster & now me as well. I wanted to search for the drug that Arush used to drug Ishika but how? For that, I had to send Arush out of the room for sufficient enough time but I knew Arush would never leave two of us alone. I had to browse for a quick escape plan in my journalist's mind. I was browsing in my thoughts when Arush called out, "Swara? Swara? Are you alright?" He must have called out for more number of times. I acted concerned, "Yes I am completely fine. Rather I'm not. My head is just bursting. Do you have anything to calm this throbbing? Any pain-killers?" I looked at him in pain, thinking if this is working with him. He seemed to be thinking over something & after a pause, he reciprocated, "Yes. I have got a pain killer with me. I'll bring one for you." He stood up to fetch the medication from the dressing room. I just wanted to check the place where he had kept the medications. And I was successful in my first step. He came out with a small tablet along with the water bottle. The first rule of journalism says, (umm... doesn't matter the rule number, basic knowledge also says) "never trust your enemy". I wanted to divert his mind so that I don't have to take the medication. I had already worked over the second step before I came into the room. I had texted Mr. Pathak about the situation we were into & asked if he could help us out. To my expectation, he had replied positively. I was waiting for his gesture when Arush's phone rang. He turned around to answer the call & I got the time to throw the tablet & drink water. It didn't take me long to learn that it was Mr. Anil Pathak who had called him. I just heard Arush saying, "Yea sure Mr. Pathak, come over." He hung up the call & turned towards me, "It's Mr. Pathak. He sounded concerned. He said he needed some help. I hope u don't mind I called him here?" I assured him, "No, not at all." He gave me a smirk & asked, "So how's your headache?" I acted to be still in pain, "Just had the medicine. So I guess maybe it will take some time to subside. It may be because of the hunger & stress." Arush was about to say something when the doorbell rang. Arush went to open the door. It was none other than Mr. Pathak. He welcomed Mr. Pathak to the room, "Please come in Mr. Pathak. How may I help you?" Mr. Pathak acted to be apologetic, "I'm sorry to disturb you this late. But it was really important." We glanced at each other. I replied, "No. Not at all. We would be glad to help. Right Arush?" After a pause, I acted as if there was a bang in my head, "Uff, this throbbing!" Arush had to agree, "Yes I shall help you out. What is the matter?" Mr. Anil Pathak expressed his gratitude, "Thank you so much Arush. I was packing my bag & the chain got stuck with the lock. I'm not able to get that out. Could you please help me with that? Tomorrow we have an early morning flight to catch." Arush got reluctant. He didn't want to leave me with Ishika. He stammered, "Bbbbut… I cccan't.. leave them alone. You understand?" I asserted, "Arush you must help him out. We shall be fine." He argued further, "No. Ishika is lying in bed plus you are also not feeling well. I can't leave you two alone." Mr. Pathak insisted, "I won't take much of your time Arush. Besides, Swara is adult enough to take care of herself & her friend. Isn't it Swara?" I affirmed, "Yes Arush. That's very kind of you to be concerned for us but be free to help him. Besides, this throbbing headache is killing me. So by the time our food comes I was thinking about having a nap. I'm suddenly feeling very drowsy. You go ahead." I saw a shrewd smirk arousing on Arush's face as if he was sure of this, "You surely go off to sleep Swara. You need it. I'll go & check on Mr. Pathak's luggage." I laid in the bed before Arush left so that I can assure him that I'm into the drug effect already. Arush readily left with Mr. Pathak. As soon as they left the room I jumped from the bed & went to the dressing room. I browsed through his bags to search for the box of medicines. Luckily I found one box full of medicines. I opened to find a lot of stripes. I snapped out my phone to check out the medicines he had. I was aghast to see heavy dose antipsychotics. This person was clinically psychopathic. I was dumbstruck with the fact I had just learnt. My thoughts started racing.

I had to make an escape plan but first I had to get Ishika out of here. I rushed to Ishika, "Ishika... Ishika... Wake up... We've got to go.." Ishika was still very weak. She woke up & weakly walked with me to the room. I asked her to rest & drink water as much as possible to remain hydrated & come out of the drug effect. I instructed her carefully, "I have to make a plan until we leave from the hotel for the airport. Get into the washroom, take shower, get into your fresh clothes & pack up. Wait for my call. Don't get out of the room until I cue you to. Most of all don't panic." Ishika nodded in affirmation.

I rushed to Arush's room as I had to reach before he does. To my luck, I reached there before he did. I was just working over arranging the pillows under the comforter when the doorbell rang. I skipped my heartbeat. The doorbell rang again. I gathered all the courage & walked towards the door to open it. I opened the door & to my relief, it was the room-service person with the food. The room service guy politely said, "Your food ma'am. This is the last order. Enjoy your food ma'am." I signed the check & smiled. The guy left. As soon as he left there was a beep on my phone. It was Mr. Pathak's text, “Arush is coming your way. He is fully drunk. Handle him.” Mr. Pathak had appeared to be an angel to us. The clock struck 1 AM & our flight was at 8 AM. I quickly took two tablets from his collection of tranquilizers & tried to dissolve it in the Coke. Just then the doorbell rang, it was Arush. He was very drunk. He slurred, "Hey Swara. You are still awake? That man Mr. Pathak is a man. Heh heh heh." And he stumbled. I supported him & checked up on him, "Are you okay? The food is here already. I was about to call you." He spun his arm around my shoulder, "Oh come let's eat our last dinner together Swara." I felt sickened by his gesture. Suddenly his hands started shaking. I showed some concern, "Are you alright? What's happening? Here have some Coke. You must be dehydrated by alcohol. You'll feel good. Trust me." Arush was too drunk to understand. I offered him the Coke. He readily accepted it. He drank that in a gulp. He started talking gibberish & blabbed his heart out, "Oh Swara. You are a darling. Thank you. Hey by the way where's my darling? Oh, she's sleeping still. I love her so much you know. She's mine. I wish I could turn back the clock and bring the wheels of time to a stop. I don't want her to go. I will not let her go." He started walking towards the side of the bed where Ishika was supposed to be sleeping. My heart started pounding with the thought of him learning about Ishika's absence. It was as if the luck was by my side. As Arush was approaching the other side of the bed he stumbled upon the carpet & lay unconscious. I was terrified like hell. I went near him & nudged him hard, "Arush… Arush… Arush, are you alright?" Arush was already in a deep sleep. I slipped from his room & ran to my room to check on Ishika. I rang the doorbell. Ishika confirmed from inside, "Who's it?" I replied, "It's me, Swara. Open the door." As soon as she opened the door, she threw herself in my arms, "I'm so sorry Swara. I'm so sorry. I got us in such trouble. I didn't know he was such a psychopath." I consoled Ishika, "It's okay Ishika. Everything is under control, perhaps. The battle is just half won. Our flight is at 8 in the morning. And we have to survive till morning. I have to make a call to Mr. Pathak." Ishika took the lead to that, "Oh I made a call to Mr. Pathak already. We have to check out at 6:30 AM sharp & leave for the airport. So all of us need to gather near the reception at 6:00 AM sharp. And he has asked you to text him if you reach here safe & sound." I was surprised at this & relieved that Ishika is back to normal. I snapped out my phone and texted Mr. Pathak, "I’m back to my room safe & sound. Thank you so much for your kind support. See you tomorrow. Good night.” I turned to Ishika & found her tensed. I went up to her, "Relax Ishika. Everything is under control now that you are with me. Moreover, Arush won't be able to wake up until morning as he's drugged plus alcoholic. Go off to sleep. We don't have much time to sleep though." She nodded & hugged me tight, "Thank you so much Swara. What would I do without you! Good night! You too go off to sleep & stop worrying. I need some sleep, my head is throbbing." I asserted to her, "Yeah, I'm tired too. Let's sleep." Seeing me too tensed & stressed, Ishika quipped, "Hey you came empty-handed. You should have brought some food here if you guys were not planning to eat." I looked at her in astonishment & both of us burst out into laughter. And finally, we called it a night.

We were up by 5 AM, took shower, got dressed & were finishing our last-minute packing when the doorbell rang. Both of us gasped with fear. None of us moved to open the door fearing it might be Arush. The doorbell didn't stop ringing. Ishika gathered the courage to open the door. And to our relief, it was the bellboy, "Good morning ma'am! Is your luggage ready?" Ishika calmly replied, "Yes, indeed it is." We met Mr. Pathak at the reception. He greeted us warmly, "Good morning ladies! All good?" I declared, "Probably it seems to be." He consoled, "Don't worry we shall be out of here soon." Ishika asked concernedly, "But what about Arush then? We'll leave him here alone and go?" Mr. Pathak and I looked at her amazed. I retorted at her, "Are you kidding me? You are still concerned about that psychopath?" To this, Mr. Pathak responded, "I don't take responsibility for people who do not follow the schedule." He winked at us & left to fulfill other formalities.

Eventually, we reached Mumbai. As soon as we landed in Mumbai Mr. Pathak's phone rang. It was from the hotel staff. He talked with them in a very concerned way & hung up. I asked him, "Why did they call you?" Mr. Pathak replied, "You want to know, eh? It was for Arush. Some people from Harmony Rehab Centre had come looking out for Arush. They said this man had broken from the Rehab for three months & they have been searching for him till today." We were shocked to hear this. Ishika asked, "So did you tell them that he's lying in his room?" Mr. Pathak reciprocated, "I did. But they said he had already checked out before the Rehab people came looking for him." "What!?" snapped out a reply from us together. I retorted, "Where could he go?" Mr. Pathak replied, "Good Lord knows. Anyway, ladies see you around. Call me when you need to plan a trip in the future. Here's my card." He handed each one of us his business card, winked at us & left us in a state of shock. We looked at each other with concern & repeated, "Where could he go?"

This trip was unforgettable. We got into an unexpected adventure with an unexpected psychopath. Fortunately, Arush has yet not crossed our paths though many times I do encounter a similar figure as his, at the sight of which I scamper off, not wanting to give even the remotest chance of meeting him again. I don't wish to turn back the clock & ride those wheels of time again.

 

IN THE THUNDER OF DELUSION

 

It was getting late enough to be worried. I once again stepped into the balcony & looked down. Except for a drenched street dog that was lying down miserably near the gate, there was not a soul to be seen anywhere. Rainwater had puddled under the lamp post. A breeze ruffled the mango tree in the courtyard & a few twigs fell and broke. Thunder rumbled in the distance. Did I hear a soft knock at the door? I turned back; it was my daai-ma Jaishree. She looked concerned & asked me, "Do you believe he will reach on time? The ceremony is about to begin." I was firm outside but broken inside. With firmness in my voice, "Yes, I believe he will reach here on time. He will have to reach here on time. I have to protect my father's dignity." Jaishree ma came up to me & put her hand on my head, "God bless you, my child. And I pray your belief never breaks." And she left.

I sat in front of the mirror, gazing at myself all dressed up. I could not decide whether to love Shiven or to hate him. Shiven, my husband, a brave-hearted warrior & known for his quick-wit & intelligence, was to be crowned to the throne. It's the 21^st  century & yet the legacy continues to choose its heir to the throne.

I stood up & once again stepped out into the balcony. There was another knock at the door. I turned to look at the excited & proud to be crowned prince Shiven. He came close to me, “Hey, love, you look beautiful as always. It seems you are all ready to be called Ranihukum.” And he tried kissing me. I moved back hesitantly. Once immensely loved fiancé had now become the most hated Prince. I had to be with him as I was now married to him. Shiven was too happy to be annoyed with this gesture of mine. Shiven had a lot of patience, “I know you are angry & upset. But I only took what belonged to me. I never loved you at first. I was to leave you at the wedding ceremony to fulfil my avenge. But your simplicity, intelligence & bravery made me fall for you. I knew it, you would never accept me if I revealed my secret before the wedding & I did not want to lose you. So I married you first & then revealed my true identity. I love you madly. And I will wait for you to love me the same. I don't hate your parents so much as I love you. And that's why I am not filing any case against your father." Those words tore me apart. Had it not been for my father, I would have punched him right on his face. But for now, I chose to be quiet. Shiven broke the silence, "I'll leave you alone for a while. But I expect you to be at the ceremony right on time."  I had no option but to agree, "Yes, I will be there." And he left. I sat on my bed with a sigh, recalling when all of it began. 

 My father, Pulkit Kumar & mother Dayawanti were Rajasaheb & Ranisahiba of Mount Abu though they never proclaimed the throne. He always knew he was not the biological son of Rajmata Kaladevi & hence he never added Singh to his name, nor did he let my mother be called Dayawantidevi. The villagers called them Rajasaheb & Ranisahiba with love & respect. My elder brother Daksh was called Yuvraj Daksh by the villagers. And then I was born. Dadi said, after a decade, a girl child was born in the family & hence I was loved and pampered a lot. And the villagers always called "Maa ka avatar" as after I was born, the villagers' problems started reducing. Hence I was named Havya, which meant Maa Parvati. Though we were treated royally, our parents never let the pride ride our minds. Our father kept giving us a reality check. He always told Daksh that he shall never be crowned to the throne & Bhai always took that sportingly. We never faced gender inequality. Bhai & I were very well educated in our fields of interest. Also, we were sent to a warrior school as Rajputs. It was there that I met Shiven for the first time.

 I had been learning fencing since childhood & had won many trophies for the same. The final matches were fixed with surprise opponents. It was for the first time in five years that I lost in fencing. And my opponent was none other than Shiven. He was simply superb at fencing. Everybody in the hall was stunned by his moves & so were my parents. Every year a party is held after the fencing match & everyone is invited to the party. So it goes without saying that this year too a party was held. But of course, it couldn't be my victory party.

 As soon as the match was over, my parents came up to congratulate my opponent. Dad turned towards Shiven, "Congratulations, young man! You played marvellously!" Mom came up to me & hugged me & then turned towards Shiven, "Oh yes! You gave a tough competition to our daughter. We are impressed." I gave a smile at him & shook hands to congratulate him, "Congratulations, Mr.?" He instantly replied, "Shiven Rajput..."  After a pause, "Thank you very much. You too played very well Rajkumari Havya." And then turned towards my parents, "Thank you very much, Rajasaheb & Ranisahiba. It's a pleasure meeting you." And he bowed down. He seemed very much disciplined & courteous. And that's what impressed my parents more. So my father went forward & invited him to the party, "Young man, why don't you join us for the party tonight at the Haveli?" Shiven joined hands in respect, "The pleasure shall be all mine, Rajasaheb." We threw a short glance at each other, shook hands & dispersed, "See you at the party tonight, Mr Rajput."

 It was 8 pm & the Haveli's party hall had started to fill up. All the reputed families & even the commoners had been invited. I chose to wear a black embellished Lucknowi sari. And I knew I looked good. My parents started introducing me to different reputed families & their eligible bachelor sons. I got the idea that my parents were groom hunting for me. And the party was all about that. I was greeting everyone present there, but my eyes were searching for someone else. Oh! Don't get me wrong; my eyes weren't searching for Shiven; instead, my eyes were searching for Gyan, my childhood best friend. Gyan was Jaishree Maa's son. We went to school together, college together, warrior classes together. My parents had sponsored his education but never had they made him realise. He was like their third son. Oh, not to forget, he was like an all-time personal bodyguard to me. It was due to him that my parents never cared to hire a bodyguard for me, unlike other royal families.

"Searching for your handsome opponent?" a sudden voice from behind startled me. It was none other than Gyan. I turned towards him, "What nonsense! Why would I search for him? I was searching for you, dumbo. Where were you during my match? I lost the match today." Gyan consoled me, "That's sad! Better luck next time. You forgot I was to go to Jaswantgadh with Dakshbhai for our new project." I reciprocated, "Yes. I forgot. So any good news?" He was about to reply when my father called for us through one of the attendants. Both of us went to him. He was standing with our new guests Mr Shiven Rajput & Dakshbhai. My father turned towards Gyan, "Gyan, meet this gentleman, Mr Shiven Rajput. He fought marvellously against Havya." And then he turned towards Shiven, "He is Gyan. He is like my third son."

Shiven & Gyan shook hands with each other. While they were greeting each other, I was glancing at Shiven unknowingly. He had worn a black tuxedo & it was for the first time I realised he was very charming. My brother broke my glance, "So Havya, I hope you bear no grudges against your opponent?" I smiled, "Not at all, Bhai. I am never afraid of getting defeated. A defeat gives you encouragement & ignition to do better the next time." And I glanced at Shiven & he smiled at me, "I appreciate your sportsman spirit Rajkumari Havya. I am impressed."

While saying that, he outstretched his hands, "May I have a dance with you, lady?" I looked towards my father for his permission & he nodded in affirmation. He held my hand & took me to the dance floor. As we were dancing through the tune, we talked about each other. It was Shiven who broke the silence, "You look beautiful, Rajkumari. And not to forget, you fight very fiercely." I smiled at him & answered, "Thank you very much. You fight flawlessly. And I should not forget to mention that you are very gracious & handsome." Shiven gave me a flirty look, "Oh! So finally, I got some compliments from the Rajkumari. I am glad that you like me." I was stunned by his words, "Wow! You are fast. When did I say I like you. And believe me, flirting with me shall be a waste of time. It won't work." Shiven instantly replied, "Ok ma'am, I shall take note of that. You didn't say you like me, but your eyes did. The way you looked at me while I was talking to your brothers." I corrected him at his last word, "Ummm, not brothers, brother. Gyan has been my best friend since childhood." Shiven reciprocated, "Oh, ok! Good to know. Tell me one thing. Those inspiring words of defeat were real or show-off?"

I smiled & replied, "We were never taught to show off. My defeat matters to me but not my ego." Shiven did not pull off his eye contact from mine for a second, "So what do you think of me ?" I went closer to his right ear & whispered, "It's over, Mr Rajput." He looked perplexed & I smiled at him & said, "The music! The music is over, Mr Rajput." he flushed at his absentmindedness & smiled at me.  Just then, my father came up to us, "May I?" I smiled at him & wound my hand around his,  "Of course, Dad!" He turned to  Shiven, "Mr Rajput, why don't you proceed for dinner with us." And he nodded in affirmation. During the dinner, we kept stealing glances at each other. I had never felt such jitters for anyone I had met in my life. There was something about him that attracted me to him. It was time to call it a night.

 At the breakfast table, everyone, including mom, dad, Daksh Bhai  & Gyan, was staring at me. I looked at them puzzled, "What!? Why are you guys staring at me with some hope?" My father broke the silence," So, do you like him already?" I looked at him, stunned," Dad? What are you saying? It seems you like him already. It seems all of you have made up your mind to get me hooked with Mr Rajput, isn't it? So cutting a long story short, Mr Rajput is a friendly, responsible, brave & quick-witted man. Not to forget he is well mannered & good looking too. So basically, he is a suitable match. But the only problem is I don't know whether I want to marry him or not." So my mother replied with a smile, "Then confirm it today whether you want to marry him or not. We have invited Shiven & his father over lunch." I was dumbstruck and could not speak anything after that. My parents were groom hunting. I looked at Bhai then at Gyan & to my surprise, both of them denied help.

Lunchtime struck too fast & I was ready to meet my future husband. Shiven & his father seemed to be very punctual. They reached the Haveli sharp at 12:30 p.m.  My father was very much delighted to meet Shiven's father. They greeted & hugged each other as if they had known each other for ages. Finally, he disclosed the suspense, "He is Rajansingh, Indra's wife Keyuri's brother. I bowed down to Mr Rajput with respect. Indra and Keyuri were none other than Rajmata Kaladevi's actual son & daughter-in-law. My father turned towards Mr Rajan Rajput, "I'm so glad to meet you, Rajan. Rajmata will be so glad to see you. I didn't know Shiven was your son. But now I know where he has got bravery & quick-wit. By the way, where is Shiven?" Mr Rajput replied, "Oh! He is just outside on an important call. He should be here any minute." And just then, Shiven entered. We threw a glance at each other & settled down at the dining table for lunch. Mr Rajput turned towards me to talk, "Havya, you seemed to be a charming, smart & sensible lady as per your talks from Shiven. And I witness it today myself." I reciprocated with grace, "Thank you very much, Mr Rajput. That's very kind of you. I'm glad to hear."

 After lunch, everyone settled down in the lounge & Shiven & I was left alone in the garden as per age-old tradition. It was Shiven, as usual, to break the silence, "Rajkumari, both of us know why we are meeting today. I fell for you at the very sight I saw you. But your feelings for me & you're your decision matters a lot. I don't want to get into this relationship forcefully." I looked at him & smiled, "Very few men impress & attract me. You are one of those --- Shiven." And we looked at each other. Shiven understood my answer was yes. So we decided to break the news to the elders.

It was like a laughter riot as we entered the lounge. Shiven broke the news, "We have decided to tie the knot." Just as they heard this, everyone was overwhelmed with joy. My parents were very much in a hurry of getting me married. So they decided the nearest possible mahurat for the wedding & that was Basant Panchami, only a month & a half for all the wedding preparations.

Days & weeks passed so quickly that the wedding day had arrived in no time. It was the grandest wedding in the city. All the renowned royal families & commoners were invited. The happiest amongst us all was Rajmata. I was sitting in my room fighting with my thoughts when she entered, "So my beautiful granddaughter is ready for her big day?" She came up to me & hugged me. I told her about the weird feeling, "Grandma, I'm feeling jittery inside. I don't know about this feeling." She smiled & replied, "It's the feeling every girl experiences. Don't worry, my child, Rajputs are great people. They will always shower lots of love on you." We hugged each other & an attendant came to inform us, "Rajmata, the bride is called for." My grandma & I stepped down to the hall where my friends & brother were ready to escort me to the mandap. For the entire ceremony, Shiven & I didn't look at each other even for a second. Perhaps he was going through the same feeling as I was. Or should I say his evil mind was running with a plan? Yes, his evil plan. After the wedding ceremony was over, this evil plan was waiting to be revealed—something neither of us ever had expected in the wildest of our dreams.

I was hugging my parents for my vidaai, and my parents were preaching to me, "Child, today you are going to your place. We bless you with all the happiness & prosperity." Just then, Shiven came up to us, "Yes, we are going at our place ---Abu Haveli. This place is ours. Guards – bring them to the courtroom, not forgetting Rajmata Kaladevi." Before we could understand & digest whatever was going on, a few men in uniform grabbed my parents & my brother. Gyan tried to defend but in vain.

Everyone in the courtroom needed an explanation for such a mean act. It was then Shiven revealed, "I am Shivensingh Rathod. Yuvraj Shivensingh Rathod. Late Raja Indrasingh Rathod & Late Keyuridevi's only son & sole heir to the throne. This man is a fraud & a murderer. He murdered my parents for the throne. Mr Rajansingh Rajput, being my mama, rescued me & brought me up. We lived away from them to protect me from these demons. So ideally, I'm the prince of Abu Haveli & I should be crowned. After two days, its Guru Pushya Nakshatra & I shall be crowned to the throne. Each one of you present in this courtroom is invited for the crowning ceremony." Everyone in the courtroom was shocked, especially Rajmata. She could not decide her feelings happiness, sorrow, anger—all of the feelings emerged. She could not speak a word & left the courtroom. Before my parents could talk about anything, in their defence, they were forced to leave & were escorted to the guest house. Everyone left in silence. My eyes met Gyan's & he instantly understood my gesture. He flew away without Shiven's notice. And I, I was taken aback by this devilish move of Shiven. I chose to stay away from Shiven & went to my room where Gyan was already waiting.

I scorned Gyan, "What the hell just happened, Gyan? This should not have happened. How dare he insult my parents! How dare he accuse them of such a devilish act?" Gyan calmed me down and suggested talking to Grandma regarding this, "Rajmata can help us with this matter. Listen, I can't be seen; otherwise, I shall be captivated. You go & talk to Rajmata & call me for further action. We shall prove Rajasaheb's innocence before the crowning ceremony  & that's my promise", And Gyan left. I changed into my regular clothes & headed towards Grandma's room. When I reached her room, I saw Shiven coming out. He came up to me, "I understand what you must be going through. And I won't disturb you. Once everything is settled, I shall explain everything." Without a word, I left & got into my grandma's room & locked the door behind.

I ran towards Grandma & hugged her tight. I cried & cried a lot while hugging her. She calmed me down & asked me to stop crying & clear my thoughts, "Calm down, Havya. We have to be strong." I asked, "Dadi, you too believe that Dad is a betrayer & murderer?" She was quiet for a while & then, in a firm voice, "I don't know my child, I don't want to believe what Shiven said. But one thing is true, my son & daughter-in-law died & it was not an accident. We couldn't find the betrayer & the murderer as he fled away. We tried to search for him, but he disguised himself. The only way to find the truth is to find that man. We stopped his search once you were born. Pulkit was also like my son & had always treated him the same as Indra. Never had I been biased towards one. I have brought him up since childhood & hence I know my Pulkit can never plot such a devil deed.  But Shiven is my grandson & I can't even ignore him. Now only you can do justice to your parents. Find the truth if you can otherwise live with it." I replied in a low stern voice, "I will do justice to my parents & shall not stop until I find that man. And that's a promise. But for that, I need to know what exactly happened that day." Grandma started to tell me the story in brief, "Pulkit was my sevika & your grandfather Keshavsingh's sevak's son. As my sevika was not married yet, I adopted his son. Pulkit & Indra grew up together, studied together & learnt political science & fighting skills together. They got married to the brides of their choice. Both of the brides got pregnant almost at the same time. Both of them gave birth to sons with a difference of three months. First, Daksh was born & then Shiven. It was time for the crowning ceremony of Yuvraj Indra. He was to be crowned to the throne on Guru Pushya Nakshatra. But just before the day of the ceremony, their room caught fire at midnight. Your grandfather caught hold of the person who was trying to escape & fought with him. And other attendants tried to extinguish the fire. But the fire was too massive. Your grandfather died in the duel with the man. And he managed to escape. The other day both the Rajsevak & Rajsevika were missing. So they were the obvious culprits. We searched them for years, but they were nowhere to be found. Your father knew they were his parents & started hating & cursing them & treated them dead. The floods destroyed the place where they were last seen & the entire village with the villagers died. So we considered that they died too. And the case was closed." I listened to the story very attentively, not missing any minute details. I cleared my confusion to Grandma, "But if they are dead, how will we prove my father's innocence?" My Grandma gave me hope, "They might be alive, my child. Jaswantgadh is the place where you can find them. My sevika always mentioned that place." Before further talking to her, she asked me to leave for my safety. I understood her gesture & left for my room. On my way to my room, I texted Gyan to meet me at our private meeting spot, which luckily was through my room & no one had any idea about that secret passage.

Without wasting any minute, I narrated the entire story to Gyan. Both of us were pondering over the same confusion & reached the same conclusion. But to prove that, we needed proof. Gyan broke the silence, "I'll head immediately to Jaswantgadh & will find it out."

We parted ways from that instance. A thunderstorm had struck in Abu as well as in my mind. Never had it rained in January in Abu. I was still waiting for him to appear with the proof. There was pin-drop silence in the room. All I could hear was the ticking of the clock & my heart pounding with the rhythm of the ticking clock. The clock struck 10:00 AM with a knock at the door. It was time for me to leave for the ceremony. The attendant entered with permission, "Rajkumari, Yuvraj Shivensingh has called for you. The ceremony is about to begin." I stood up & nodded in affirmation. A continuous prayer ran in my mind for Gyan & his safety.

The courtroom was not even half-filled. The only people present were my parents, Dakshbhai, Rajmata, the Brahmins, Rajansinghji & his family. We were showered with flowers as soon as we entered the courtroom. Though I was physically present there mentally, I thought about Gyan, hoping my telepathy would work. And it worked. My phone rang & hopefully, it was Gyan. It was a missed call & I understood he was here with the real culprits. I turned towards Shiven, "Shiven before the ceremony begins, may I ask for a small favour?" As per his generous nature, he nodded in affirmation, "Sure, Havya. You are going to be the queen. You have all the rights to ask for anything from me apart from your parents' freedom." I replied calmly, "Don't worry! I am always taught of justice & I would not ask for anything without its justification. I only have one plea. There is someone at our doorstep with the justification. Could you hear them once before we begin with the ceremony?" Shiven looked perplexed, "Who is it, Havya?" he looked at me for an answer, but I kept silent. "Okay! Call them in!"

I gave a missed call to Gyan. And he entered with an old couple. They were none other than Rajsevak & Rajsevika. Everyone in the entire courtroom was stunned to see them. Shiven was furious to see them & so was my father. Shiven controlled his anger & asked me, "What is happening, Havya?" I replied calmly, "You'll know it soon. Shall we start with the explanation?" Shiven had no other option but to say yes.

I stepped down towards the old couple & Gyan. I asked Gyan, “Are you ready with the proof? I hope you have come with all the justifications.” Gyan reciprocated, “Havya, you can’t distrust my detective skills. I am all ready with my explanations.” I was thrilled to hear those words, “Then what are we waiting for?”

Gyan stepped forward & started speaking, "Yuvraj Shivensingh Rathod, I know it's difficult for you to digest, but Rajasaheb Pulkitkumar is innocent. He is not even 1% guilty of your parent's murder & the proof is these people. These are none other than Rajsevak & Rajsevika of this family & biological parents of Rajasaheb Pulkitkumar. They were considered dead, but they had managed to escape & had stayed in disguise for 26 years. Now they will enlighten us with the truth." Rajsevak stepped forward, "Hukum, this boy is telling the truth. Rajasaheb is innocent. He wasn't even aware of this devilish act. The real culprit is none other than your mama Rajansingh Rajput."  Those words were like a sword that pierced Rajansingh's heart, "Mind your tongue, you old man. Do you even know what you are speaking?" I stepped forward, "Shiven, let him finish with his explanations. Then ask him to come to conclusions." Shiven gestured to Rajansingh to be quiet & sit down. "Rajsevakji, please proceed without fear & hesitation." He continued his speech, "Rajansaheb was 12 years old when he came here with Keyuridevi. They were rich & not royal. He always aspired to become a king. He was always like a son to Indrasinghji & Keyuridevi. Very brave at heart & sharp at mind, Rajansaheb always tried to impress Rajasaheb always tried to impress Raja Keshawsingh. In the meantime, Shiven was born. He saw his aspirations drowning. He tried to filth our minds to kill Indrasingh & his family so that our son gets throne & further his son. But our loyalty towards the family did not let us do this deed. Instead, that night we were going to tell Indrasingh & Keyuridevi about his devilish mind at midnight. But Rajansingh came to know about our plan. He had not thought of such betrayal from us. And at midnight, before we could tell them, he spilt madira all over their room & abducted Shiven. But before he could escape, Keyuridevi saw a silhouette carrying her child & she shouted. With the fear of being caught, he pushed her, and the candle stand fell & the whole place caught fire. While leaving the Haveli, Rajansingh slipped madira bottle into my room. I picked up the madira bottle & ran towards him. The guards saw me running with the madira bottle, so I was thought of as guilty. We didn't want to face punishment, nor did we wish to disclose the devil. Being servants, no one would have believed us. So both of us fled away."

Shiven was burning with fury & turned towards his mama. Rajansingh had no escape plan this time. Tears of shame rolled down from his eyes. I stepped forward, "Gyan & I suspected him the first thing when grandma told me what had happened. Who would fight with Rajasaheb Keshavsingh so well that could defeat him? He was undefeatable & so he defeated him with a coward trick. Now Mr. Rajansingh can you please explain?" Shiven was dumbstruck. It was a massive shock for him. Rajansingh came forward & accepted the accusation, "Rajsevak is right. Every word he spoke is a truth. While I was running away with you, Rajasaheb Keshavsingh caught me. I had to duel with him in order to escape. I knew it was impossible for me to win against him & so I had already bribed a villager to kill him while I fought with him. And then both of us escaped. All of this happened in such an evil situation I could not give myself a second to think what was wrong & what was right. But while I was hiding in a nearby village I realized that I had made the worst mistake of my life. So I promised myself to bring you up like my own son & not get married for my whole life. As you started growing up you started asking us questions. All those years I had hidden the truth from my family as well. To escape the guilt I lied to you about your father's murder. Then you came up with this plan of captivating the Rathod's & getting the throne for yourself & I had to support. I had to support it because it is my debt and I had to pay for you. It was yours & you should get that. I am sorry son for lying to you. I am your culprit son, I am Rajmata's culprit. I know I do not have any right to asking for forgiveness." He threw himself near the feet of Rajamata & begged for mercy. Grandma stood up, "I am glad Rajansingh you accepted your mistake like a real Rajput. All these years I have been waiting for this day. I am proud of my granddaughter & his friend." Everyone was awestruck with these words. She continued, "Yes, I knew it that Rajansingh was the culprit. What do you think Rajansingh you killed Keshav so easily? No, he was alive when you left him injured. He came up to our room & uttered your name. But before he could live to tell the tale, it was too late. He died of an over loss of blood. I knew that my Pulkit was innocent & I chose him to be crowned to the throne. But my son always knew who he was, he took up the responsibilities & title but never got crowned to the throne. And never did he let Daksh get crowned to the throne. He knew my heart cried for justice & he swore to me unless he finds the culprit he shall not accept the throne." And saying that she burst into tears. In all these years I must have seen my grandma cry for the first time. Shiven felt ashamed for his deed. My father stepped forward, "Shiven, this throne is yours & you shall be crowned to this throne son. I am free of my debt." Shiven had tears in his eyes, tears of guilt & shame, "I am sorry to ill-treat you. I do not deserve this throne." My father hugged him & said, "You must accept this throne, my son. It wasn't your fault to be so cruel. You were made to be." Shiven nodded with acceptance, "I shall accept it only on a condition, you remain Rajasaheb & Ranisahiba of this Haveli." My parents accepted his condition & hugged him. He apologized to Daksh, Gyan, Rajmata & finally me, "I am sorry Havya. Please forgive me for whatever I did. I did in hatred but I never hated you. I love you & shall always do. Please forgive me. I don't expect any reply now. Take your time." I simply smiled at him. Grandma cleared her throat, "Come, son, let's finish the crowning ceremony." All of us proceeded towards the throne & the ceremony was followed by a grand party.

Rajansingh was to be sent to jail for his misdeed but Rajmata denied. His only punishment was to be boycotted from the city as well as family & live on his own all his remaining life. I was finally at peace with Shiven & accepted him with love. Mother nature had finally found peace. Dark clouds had disappeared and it was like a ray of new sunshine that arose after the thunderous delusion.